A Recovering Danger to Myself 

Yesterday, I had a mental breakdown. And it was one of the worst for me. Because it was silent. There was no crying, no yelling, no sound, no releasing of energy, nothing. Just silence. I spent the afternoon alternating between staring at the wall and restless sleep. I skipped class because it made me feel…

Role Models are Awesome

Having a role model is very important, regardless of how old you are. Obviously, not all role models we have are perfect for everyone and they aren’t perfect themselves;¬†role models are also human and make mistakes just like the rest of us. But it is hard to live and go through life without having a…

my apologies

I am very sorry for the long delay/hiatus. School has been busy. But there will be a new post up soon.

Fat Opinions

I have a 2 hr 15 min long Psychology of Women class every Tuesday and Thursday evening. After having 3 other classes during the day that I tolerate, it’s the only class that I enjoy and look forward to; I even finish homework for said class in a different class instead of paying attention (not…

Image as a YA

I’ve changed my image multiple times. Every time I go to a new school, I change, trying to discover who I am. I read books that try to direct young girls to discover who they are and how they fit into different labels. I’ve looked online to see what kind of clothes I would wear…

Why I am

Like a lot of teenage girls, I have a lot of self esteem issues, many of which can be traced back to my parents being assholes about certain things. But being in college has helped changed my perspective on certain things. My confidence levels have gone up, partly because I go to a very liberal…